英雄

杨门女将

从小就爱

巾帼不让须眉

大爱

没去戏院看

在家下载了

是啦

都配音

评语不好

可我的重心在

杨门女将

试想想

家里的男人差不多死光了

可当时的宋朝

我就不信没男人了

可是

还是要女人家上战场

无形中是种讽刺

但

她们是英雄

很多男人都比不上的英雄

我喜欢五娘在戏里

即使中箭身亡

仍用长枪支撑

带给我一个

宁死不屈服的意境

下一部想看的电影

昂山淑姬

我知道

我很不像女生

可我就是这样

柯藤

有人说，每个女孩心里都有一个柯藤

那么，我希望你是我的柯藤

行么？

笨蛋

那些年

如果

男孩

勇敢一些

一切的一切

都会不同

其实大家都一样

很多时候

只因为

鼓不起勇气

错过

有些时候

我宁可你勇敢些

有些时候

我恨自己不够勇敢

有人问：为什么你不问清楚？

因为

我怕

我怕不能继续喜欢他

眼泪顺着脸颊留下来

应该没人发现

果然是

默默流泪的双子座女孩

电影散场后

一直默默的

“不知怎的，我一直想到他”

心思细腻的你

应该是发现了吧

一直保持沉默的我

似乎又有心事了

我很想他

我有乖

我都没找他了

放心

我会好好的

就像你说的那样

就像你说的

孤身在外的我们

没有人让我们依靠

所以我会好好的

我的青春

我自己掌握

p.s. 胡夏的声音，我喜欢

柯景腾傻笑的样子，真的很像聪

09/11/2011

Sometimes, some hard decision have to be made.

When these hard decisions are made, there are always no turning back.

I wish i can just forgive everything and step forward.

But i can't.

People told me: Maybe there are still some misunderstanding.

I said: If there is really any misunderstanding, when they knew that i had known bout all these, they would have at least explained something. But the fact is, they din even care.

Ya, i cant forgive the reasons that made me cried for more than 12 hours on 21 May 2011.

Never ever.

And, yes, i hate myself to be so naive and just belief everything others told me.

P/s: I will still never forgive him either, so do you. And i believe this is what he wanted. He always wanted me to hate him as much as i can so he can totally let go the guiltiness.

Ya, i am mean. I am always just too kind and too generous just to pretend like i am idiot and just let people stabbed me however they wanted to and keep silent.

Thus, hard decisions made.

And..

This is being forced.

By the so called:

Environment

Reality

Society

01/11/2011

Chest pain happens more and more often

Breathe more and more unstable

Sometimes need to breath so hard for enough oxygen

I always read those signs as i am having very low blood pressure

I really need medical check-up

Mum will definitely jump if she knew these

Please give me more time and i promise i will give myself a healthier body

And...

I miss you...

But...

I will make sure myself to cut off the bad habit...

To call you...