Have made myself look at something
To challenge how i'd feel when i see it
The conclusion is
I'm still in pain
"I feel useless, especially when i am with you"
"You are moving forward, and i'm still at the same place"
"The distance between us are getting more and more far"
Friends advise me to sit down and talk to you face to face
But the problem is
When are you able to squeeze the time to talk to me face to face?
When i told my friends that i may only be able to meet you on 31st May
They show me this shocking face
Asking me, how about 21st May?
I just kept quite
Maybe, maybe i am also hesitating
If i should continue to hold on
I'm so freaking tired
And i feel sick
Just to think about it
Can i just take a break?