Crying Sky

Raining again

Sky

May i know who are you raining for?

You can always see everything clearly staying above us

No matter happiness and sadness

Even those that you would never liked to know

You will see it

I assume that whenever its raining

Is because you saw something sad

I am a mum ^^

Wanted to be part of it for such a long time.

During one view on World Vision's official website in Oct 2011

I finally registered.

My kid, A Chinh Giang

I assume he is 4 years old (as the profile i received today only stated he is Kindergarten Grade 0)

He is from a single parent family and he has no brothers and sisters.

He is from northwestern Vietnam, a small village named Tua Chua.

Tua Chua is a farming community with a population of 44,912, more than half of them live below the poverty line.

Due to the mountainous terrain and frequent droughts or floods, the villagers cannot produce enough food that over 70% of the households go hungry for two to three months every year.

The educational facilities are sorely lacking and only 26% of the children attend kindergarten. Furthermore, many of the ethnic children do not understand Vietnamese, which is the medium of instruction.

Moreover, there is an acute lack of health facilities, resources and awareness on basic hygiene there.

I am proud to be part of it now.

Any information, kindly refer http://www.worldvision.com.my/index.php

Collection in Oct 2011

All the souveniers i get in Oct!!

Lolz!!

From Chiang Mai, Pulau Perhentian, Taiwan, and Hong Kong.

Thanks to all the colleagues, HP, HM, CM & SCM^o^

Big Spender in Oct 2011

My 1st fragrance in my life^o^

I know, its expensive but i love it^o^

So far, the only brand of fragrance that really attracted me so much.

It is Coach Poppy Flower^o^

Well, they gift me Signature Perfume

And Sample of Legacy Perfume

With extra sample of poppy flower & RM30 Parkson Voucher ^o^

Happened to saw my beloved Pinkie Pirates in Memory Lane

Hesitated for a long while still bought it back><

It costed RM43.90!!

So expensive!!

But i just love it^o^

It helps me sleep *blush*

30/10/2011

I'd rather believe that ghost exists in this world

Than to believe words from guys

I am too kind to always fulfill what others wish

End up hurting myself

Why i just never learnt the lesson to be more selfish?

Why do i have to care so much about others feelings?

Leave me alone

And i will be able to adapt to loneliness soon..

宁肯相信世上有鬼

也不要相信男人说的话

为什么总学不会自私些，残忍些？

总要伤害自己

为什么总是不会吸收教训？

为什么总是顾虑那么多？

就任由我自己一个人吧

慢慢地我会习惯孤独

FED 5B

FED 5B Rangefinder

Next target? > <

I am really being poisoned by cameras badly

T_T

Missing you

I thought i will never miss a person so badly anymore..

Yet, i miss you

Why god always love to play with me in ways i never expected?

That i thought will never ever happen on me..

Hardly breathe missing you

Is this test from you?

What do you think?

What do you think?

挣扎

想拨电话

理智告诉我不要不要

拨通了电话

又如何呢？

难道告诉你我只是想听听你的声音吗？

别傻了

逞强

我很现实

我很自私

伤害自己的事

我不做

又在逞强

18/10/2011

Gosh!!

I miss you

Badly..

16/10/2011

Emo _ll_

Duwan sleep in late night

Lucky tml not working

Hate myself for not being strong enough

Not tough enough

Not independent enough

When only this little girl will grow up?

Just escaped for a lil while

Now feels like wanna excape again

Why i just can't face the realities always?

What i wanna do now?

What i want for my future?

Who am i suppose to be?

Lost my path..

May God lead me whr i shud go and wat i shud do?

And may i tough enough to force myself not to fall into another trap.. anymore..

I need to protect myself.. very very much..

Fragile heart can't overcome another injuries..

12/10/2011

Days in Kota Kinabalu

Happy

Cox of your companionship?

Looking for you guys at the moment stepped out from

Kota Kinabalu International Airport

Well, easy job

Bamboo in red shirt with you standing beside

Long time no see ^^

When we went for dinner tat night

Your face was so dark & fierce

Cox waited for very long time yet got ppl tried to get away our table

1st time saw you black face > <

Before sunset at Tanjung Aru

You guys drink again

KK guys really can drink alot

But was really uncomfortable

Drank only half glass

End up you finish it for me

Cox ppl threatened "We wun leave until all the beer is finished"

But you need to go to church

Sorry> <

Friend cum HP called that day during dinner

(happened to be regarding work> <)

Your face turned dark and scold once you knew it

Your temper also bad xia ho~ ^^

Go for drinking hours again after dinner

You stopped the waiter for continue adding beer into my glass

1st time i drank finished all the beer in the glass

Around 1 bottle perhaps

You guys really help me doing training there^^

"Why you drank so much last night?"

"Why cant?"

"I asked you stop drinking cox you looked so sleepy but you also continue drinking"

"Cox i am thirsty"

"Then i am thirsty also lo"

"Sorry lo, its all my fault lo"

Ya, i mimic you in that

I wun pay for copyright de lo~ xD

The picture i love alot

Thank you^^

You love to play with my UWS & Mini Instax

Feels fresh and interesting ba

You also a curious baby

Yet so brilliant

May i keep the distance with you not to hurt myself?

11/10/2011

那种感觉

又回来了

我好怕

每个说不想恋爱的人

心里都有一个不可能的人

对

我是

我想你

如果我说这次的旅行

出发点是因为你

会如何？

07/10/2011

有些时候
会不小心
让自己
感觉寂寞

这个可怕的东西
会让人不理智的做出
失去理智的决定

所以
人
总是千方百计
不让自己感到寂寞
可这同时
是不是已经
做出了一些
不自觉的
不理智的
决定？

可又有谁
不会感到寂寞
不希望身边有个人陪？

刚刚有人对我说
“祝福你在亚庇有艳遇”
汗

有人说
我变了
不再那么执著了
真的吗？

我怎么觉得自己还是一样的呢？

总觉得自己还是那个长不大
不够成熟懂事圆滑的傻丫头
又总爱逞强不甘示弱
总是辛苦了自己

人
总是爱
自哀自怜

祝我旅途愉快

幸福快乐就好

看着很常在身边的你们

越来越幸福

那淡淡甜甜的幸福味道

我很喜欢

每当看着你们嘴角扬起的微笑

会不自禁的跟着笑

你总会问：

为什么一直看着我笑？

我答：

就觉得你很好笑

呵呵

虽然还是有很多人误会

我等着看好戏

xD

幸福快乐就好

^^

不同的星期六夜晚

很突然的

被约出去了

有点意外

第一次

跟朋友

和朋友的朋友

一起喝“茶”

有点不习惯吧

希望没给人带来不良印象

囧

小小的尝试

大大的突破

还是不明白

为什么酒能当茶喝

> <

有尝试喝多一点了

而且还是heineken

但真的只是一点点

囧

再怎么不想承认都好

再怎么逃避都好

是该学学喝点酒了

一点点不一样的星期六夜晚