你不是抱歉，是怕我离开你

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting, hoping you
Would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry,
No no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of singers
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry
No no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Cuz it's not like I did - before
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

发现了这一直都没怎么注意的歌词，还蛮像我的心情，只是我没狠到不接你电话，不回你信息。。。

该给你机会吗？

我还在想，
为什么在吵架过后你还不肯做些什么来挽回我的心呢？
为什么要在我说我想离开你了才开始紧张呢？
为什么要在很多事都无法挽回了才肯开始做些什么呢？

知道吗？
以前，你给的温柔，会带给我整个宇宙；
现在，你给的温柔，不再带给我整个宇宙了。

以前，我对你，总是信心满满；
现在，我对你，信心不再。

以前，我总是害怕你离开我，
为了你，我改变了许多；
现在，我该改变自己的角色了吧。

从这段感情里，
我明白，
我对你的纵容，
造成现在的这个局面。
怨得了谁呢？
是我自己造成的啊。。。

那天，
是我对你说我们做回朋友后，
第一次哭了，
可得很惨。

你很过分，
在我第二天要搭飞机的时候，
让我哭成那样。。。
你说你是无心的，
有哪次你让我哭是有心的呢？
可是你还是很常让我哭啊。。。

让我休息下，
喘息下，
在让我好好想想吧。。。

现在，我依然觉得，
你不是抱歉，你只是怕我离开你