31/08/2011

Well, i reach home around 9pm something last night 30/08/2011

But i only able to see your appearance at 5.30pm 31/08/2011

Ya, i spent my whole day time with mum, eldest bro and younger bro

But..

Where were you?

Dad?

I love you, dad.

爱自己 是最明智的选择

不记得多久了

没有你的来电显示

没有你的信息

你的msn头像也不再闪烁

既然我是特别的

那为何你从不主动找我？

既然我是特别的

那为何你总忽冷忽热

既然我是特别的

那为何你不珍惜

果然爱自己是最明智的选择

Nonsense 29/08/2011

Dizzy~

My head so heavy~

I need more sleep~

Blood pressure definitely not yet recovered..

No matter how, going back home for small vacation~

Muahahaha~

Charge energy~

I miss mum's homecook~

I miss kampua~

I miss laksa~

I miss red wine chicken soup noodle~

I miss kompia~

I miss all the food thr~

Still cant get rid of the bad habit of thinking back passes..

If you asked what is my biggest lesson this year..

I gained lots of lessons in both friendship & love..

And belief it or not~

Friendship part hurts me more.

And..

I dunno when only i am going to let it go and forgive everything..

Different people, doing the same thing.

Given different view from same people.

Ya, this is where the world always been unfair of.

I know,

I am not pretty,

I am not outgoing,

I am not jiao di di, soft soft type of girls,

I am not having good temper,

I am not mature enough and yet i am not little girl enough to let others just ignore & forgive whatever i did,

I am just not the type that most people wanted me to be.

Ya, you may not like me.

But don't just simply make a story out of nothing on me accusing me doing something that i never did.

And judge me in the story you make of yourself.

And spread the rumors all over the world scare that i would get any more friends.

沒那麼愛他

^0^

Enjoying Single Life~ xD

Fri night went for dept dinner
Frankly speaking everything were fine except that particular part
End up our MD asked me to let him noe who is my real bf
No matter how i enjoy having fun with branches admin^o^

However
I prefer to be single now
I enjoy my single life very much
I am not in a hurry
I duwan to think of those complicated boys and girls relationship at least for now

I am just fine by myself

Thank you for all your concern

Trying to have a different life
And enjoy to the max^^

14/08/2011

Had a great date with dear big bro^^

Fun OK Cafe at Tmn Connaught, Cheras

I love the decorations there

But the food, so so..

But i do love their menu~ Check out the food's name~ xD

One part of their interior design, it makes me feels comfortable~

Feels like wanna ly down and sleep directly~ xD

They even decorate the staircase!! Cute, right? xDD

I love the way you look at me and listen to me^^

You always so 温柔

Always pamper me and giving me support

Thanks so so much^^

Yesterday had 38 chat with Matt,

end up he keep kacau me tdy,

claiming he was too boring cox no crowd at all at roadshow made him felt boring =.=''

Had dinner at Tong Jieng, Danau Kota together

Nice to meet you, Joanne & Tommy^^

Really 38 gang> <

Had a severe gastric

Pain till i thought i am going to get fainted

Felt my brain can't get enough oxygen as i can't even breath well due to the pain

At that moment,

I wish that i am lying on your chest and you hug me tight

What is that means?

Hopefully i won't be having such a torturing gastric anymore

Really suffering T_T

勇气，去哪了？

把心上了锁

等待对的人拿着对的钥匙来解锁

Am i over self-protective?

曾经有人说

“欣赏你的勇气，总是勇往直前，争取自己想要的”

亲爱的

太勇敢，反而会受更大的伤害

现在的我犹如惊弓之鸟

一点点挫折

我就放弃

有人试图解锁

我就逃避

有让我想脱下盔甲的对象

我又逃亡

伤痕累累的心

受不住再次的伤害

一个人的自由

最安全

人终是会寂寞的

习惯就好了

我放弃你了

不会主动找你了

无论我多么的想念你

想争取

去别的城市的机会

用冠冕堂皇的理由

开始新的生活

可我的勇气，去了哪？

12/08/2011

Hate this kind of feelings
Hate myself to do things wrong in works
Especially those troubles others
"If i'd been more careful, then won't cause all these"

"If this world, got so many "if", life shud be very smooth, don't have so many ups and downs"

Thanks, honey.

Sometimes wonder, do i really suitable to my current job?
Should i make a change?

Recently i have been making some changes,
I dunno whether it is good or bad

Stop calling you
Its hard
So, i am trying hard
Even that i miss you so much

Hanging out with people i'd never go out with
Even them feel shocked
Yes, i am trying to change

How tomorrow will be?
Hopefully the sky still bright
My smiles dun go away

Thinking to get a tattoo on my waist
But still have no enough courage..

07/08/2011

Fully Utilised Weekend!! XDDD

Saturday morning 7am i was on austin(eunice's bf)'s car,

heading to sunway.

Sunway Lagoon All Park Free Ticket^^

We are the earliest~ Most punctual XDD

Big gang went for breakfast before we went in~ XD

Thr were 17 of us> <

I suppose it is quite a big gang la..

Struggling for long time,

at last the "intention" of playing water defeats me> <

End up i decided to use tampons> <

Last mins went guardian for it *shy*

Well.. If can, i still prefer not using it

It grows bigger after it absorbed water

3 times bigger is more than enough

Really uncomfortable> <

玩水就是要无忧无虑的嘛> <

We went for almost all water sports

All more exciting games in amusement park

Went archery and flying fox

End up we were floating in wave pool, watching the performance

"Help Captain Quack get it Quack back"??

Sth like that> <

1st try for tattoo sticker on shoulder

I wanna try for those temporarily tattoo next time *Shy*

Got sunburn on shoulders> <

Still pain> <

The 后果 did not apply sunblock

Went esquire kitchen for dinner!!

Well, 1st time also^^

My opinion ma.. So so> <

Loudspeaker for k-ing session after that..

I was freaking tired d..

后果slept 2am sth the night before> <

Slept alot in thr..

Lolz..

Tdy i woke up late> <

Sorry siokyee> <

Went viva mall^^

1st time^^

Met keanboon at masjid jamek lrt^^

Well, i am not the latest~ Wakakaka~

Went kazu sushi for lunch~

Not bad, but i still prefer sushi zanmai> <

Went MBO cinema for "Rise of the planet of ape"

2nd time for this movie but 1st time for MBO cinema..

5 stars for the movie but not the cinema..

I still prefer GSC > <

2nd round at De Mamak Corner^^

Cox i was asking cheeheng to fetch me back cox i am really tired to take lrt alone> <

End up we decided to go for 2nd round at De Mamak Corner^^

Just behind whr i stay^^

Thanks guys~

Discussed bout next year trip^^

Definitely i will be joining, duwan to miss trips with you all anymore^^

I love the moments spending time with you all^o^

p.s. Happy Birthday to bdae boy Mr H. ^^

05/08/2011

Saw a nice pm of someone^^

都怪时间太瘦，指缝太宽，让它跑了。。

*Like*

So, we have to appreciate it and always fully utilise our time.. ^^

Sunway lagoon tml^^

After sunway lagoon, japanese buffet (have no idea whr and what is the name> <), then sing k..

The day after tml, will be the gathering i have been waiting for> <

I miss you all.. So so much> <

Just made a call,

You in busy,

Sorry.

May i?

Miss you?

Mr Lonely come to me again

03/08/2011

Wednesday night but i hangout till so late

Wings cafe setapak~ Well, not too bad..

But lots of mosquitoes> <

Listen to ppl's singing, chit chat-ing

Looking at Mr H talking most of the time

Ya, i know you proud of it la

Know yourself lucky jiu hao

Thanks for the 陪伴

After listen song, now you going sing k

Syoknya~

Friend intro a song to me

潘嘉丽-硬地女孩

She said she think of me when she heard this song

And, yes

I like it

Thank you birthday girl^^

勇敢到底算什麽 胆小如鼠又如何
总好过让人摆布没性格
自由终究是我的 坚持也不是规则
拿我没辙走为上上策

Cos I’m an Inde Inde Independent Girl
And I don’t need don’t need don’t need you to rock my world
woo～An Inde Inde Inde Independent Girl
I don’t need you to rock my world

WOO～深呼吸用尽全力去爱我所爱
WOO～渐渐的推翻了阻碍
WOO～哪怕耍一些些小聪明别见怪
WOO～笑容掩饰丑态成气派

You wanna rock my world 但我不是你的Girl
潇洒犀利又怎麽 你不必管我怎麽做
Show me show me what’s your love
缩头逃避没原则 超没礼貌又爱计较
I don’t care if you give a damn

02/08/2011

Even though you said you no need morning call
Even though you said you should be fine
Still made the call

And..
Yes, you still sleeping at 8.15am..
9am work..
Gosh..

1st time heard you sounds so sleepy^^
Gotcha~!
Got cute dao lor~
懒洋洋想继续赖床的声音
很可爱^^

“我不要可爱”

Sorry lor, you really cute ma~ XDD

Add Oil
Take care

You're Not Sorry

You are not sorry at all

You never feel sorry either

Don't pretend like you are innocent

Will never belief in you anymore

不要装无辜

不要扮清高

绝对不会再相信你

倔强

你不珍惜的努力

造就了我的倔强

造就了我的逞强

心 更坚强

钢甲保护我

不再受伤